Oh man am I dizzy... Everything's been going round and round for so long I can't tell if it's slowing down or speeding up. Does it matter? It's not like I can reach out and stop it. Even if I could.. I know that I would not. That's just who I am. We can be as ambiguous as we like... we're not fooling anyone. Not even ourselves. Everyone has their own vices. Who is anyone to question mine? Who am I to question yours? I do what I do because it makes me happy. Life is a journey, an expedition. Certainly not a tour. It's a twisted, trying, frightening, enigmatic, yet amazing mind fuck. Experiencing along the way the highest of highs, moments that are truly amazing. Moments that have made us feel something unexplainable. Unexplainable because it's something we've never experienced before. A sensation that effects the very energy that we are made of. But, what goes up must come down. It's the law, right? We've been brought to many dark, obscure and down right terrifying places. Where the same sensations are felt in converse. A squeezing and draining effect on your energy. Everything is questioned. Everything is dark. Facts no longer exist. Promises are no longer kept. It's so dark that we can't see whats actually going on until we are able to climb out. We look back with shock and awe. Possibly regretful of our actions or the choices we made, yet proud and almost excited that you made it out alive. These points in our life are there to remind us that we are in fact alive. Cherish them. It's the road of life. I've got a fast car, a heavy foot, and no plans to stop.